"him again"

bismillahirahmanirrahim...
11/9 12:00 am

i should be a sleep right now....
sok pag nk g klas ptg kne handle potensi tbk...
ooo....please...

cant stop thinking about him...
menci nyeee...
yesteday was his besday...
wish him but he didt reply at all..
its so sad..

i dont know...am i a player.
no im not..
i just a gurl who need someone ..

should i forget him and let my life go on..
wait till there is one for me..

there is one guy who really want me i guest..
but cant take him into my life..

betul la org kate......
lebih baik trime org yg menyayangi kite dari ...
kite menunggu org yg kita sayangi ..

but...xbleh la..
he keeps call n text me ..
bt i didt respon at all..
a lot xcuse for him...
but not for 'him'..

i dont know.....

i admire one guys ....he works @secret recipes..
its start from a joke between me n my fren..
after a few yers..almost a yers actually...
i thin theres a true feeling to him..
let times make the way...

im just need to make a decission for "him"..
should i or not...~!!...